MellyD.

Lying in bed feeling with a head full of thoughts. Almost bursting out already.

Feeling quite irked by how results driven I am. Screwed(real bad, I’m not kidding) up my marketing finals this evening that constitutes 20% of my grade and I went bonkerssss. I was holding my tears back as I lamented to Eric. Isn’t this ridiculous? There obviously is more to life than my fucking GPA but I just….can’t bear to see myself being mediocre, or worse.

And I think Im seriously quite a handful. The poor boyfriend had to spend the longest time convincing me that it’s okay and hugging me real tight. No idea where he gets the patience from but I appreciate it.

Just have so many things running through my head. 2 papers left, both of which I’ve barely studied for oh gosh somebody save meeeee~